“I just realized how pitiful I am. Have I ever accomplished anything in my life beside than studying?” He continued, “My closest friend whom the only person that I can talk with…is different.”
“Today, I only realized that…The reason why she never start any conversation with me…Never once (except asking for help)…”
“The answer is pretty simple: Simply, in her mind, when she want to find someone to talk with, it’ll never be my turn…Or I don’t even existed in her mind. How ironic…Who would have thought of that?
Out of anyone…I’m the one that is left-unnoticed. Not to mention our long friendships that last 15 years. She can tell anyone about anything and yet, leaving me behind…Clueless…Until today. I guess I’m just a friend who; when is needed will always be there to help her…
Am I not spending enough time with her? She on the other side, only once, start up with conversation…And that…her action…is out of pity…Because she knew I’m alone. Did I do something wrong?” He started sobbing as I listened to his confession.
“I’m always there for you…Don’t worry…At least now, you can trust me…I’ll have your back…” I pat at his back and left.
And I’ve learned that finding friends are easy…However finding someone who to talk and share with…It’s hard.
-He, who can’t wear slipper